9 1/2 months into 2020
6 months into the pandemic
Like many people, I was certain when I had to start working from home that I would get myself back on track. Instead, I've got super far the other way, now at most likely the heaviest weight I've ever been.
Most of my clothes don't fit. I become short of breath after walking not very far. My knees hurt. I can't stand looking in the mirror or thinking too long about any of it.
In my adult life I've now probably been overweight for more time than I've been a healthy weight.And while I don't care about anyone else's weight, this is not where I want to be.
Over the past 3 years I've tried 4 - FOUR - diet companies. I've stuck to some for a few months, some for only days. And any progress I made I immediately undid.
So now after giving up on the 4th program a few days ago, I have to figure out what I can do to try to get back some health into my life.